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![It hit me tonight that the reason I’m telling my story so publicly now is because I owe it to me… to stand up for me. Without shame, without fear, without doubt. I’m telling my story for me, Soriana.
I’m haunted by the severity of depression I’ve had since I was 4 years old. I’m haunted that I even knew things were off when I was only 4 years old. I’m haunted that there were things that happened to me before I was 4 years old that even led me to the conclusion that I needed to give up. I’m haunted I made the conscious decision to “turn off” when I was 4 years old because I realized that the only one that was coming to save me was me…
When I was 4 YEARS OLD.
I gaslit myself into completely disassociating for over 25 years from the parts of me that allowed emotion. I’m recognizing how much it backfired, and how close it drove me to the end.
I owe it to 4-year-old me to let her [and everyone] know: she deserved so much better.
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#mentalhealthmatters #onemoreday #youmatter
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📸: Iceland, 2016; one month before my second marathon](https://scontent-iad3-2.cdninstagram.com/v/t51.29350-15/468500118_565652989446846_830000057360797801_n.heic?stp=dst-jpg_e35_tt6&_nc_cat=100&ccb=7-5&_nc_sid=18de74&efg=eyJlZmdfdGFnIjoiRkVFRC5iZXN0X2ltYWdlX3VybGdlbi5DMyJ9&_nc_ohc=HTEUerk5xSMQ7kNvwFQW4pO&_nc_oc=Adn8Twq1n4Y9F3a--yGbpqM93X6dtcCagLL2IR88XwsJsAaY4iWmSDXIUWdWVhRDRjE&_nc_zt=23&_nc_ht=scontent-iad3-2.cdninstagram.com&edm=ANo9K5cEAAAA&_nc_gid=-lcYsDMIWMis9cs7NqZ-Ow&oh=00_Afo3t779V6TCM57TqwfurbgSFQ4yCe8XuzyTwu5UUFFdFQ&oe=696B70A7)
